每天
自己都跟着“方程式”
像机械人一样
走着一段困难的路
开始
因为这段路好长、好长...
回头一看
原来这一切不是自己想要的
是时候
停下来
想下怎样走得轻松
同时找回自己
与最真实的自己
完成这段路
真的很心痛、很心疼，太多事围绕着我。走了一半的路，你们应该成长了吧。我好想念以前的日子，有人陪伴，有人逗我笑，有人愿意听我诉苦，可是也回不过去了。为什么？为什么要带走属于我的一切？我讨厌承诺，为何要给我一生一世的承诺？但，却自己违反了呢？承诺，是骗人的！是时候，视而不见了！
加油！
Yup, I was admitted to hospital again yesterday. It was suffered me for 2 days 1 night in Sunway Medical Centre.
Let's see what happened on 14/5/2009 (Thursday):
On the morning, I was driving to school as usual. When I reached the highway, I was not feeling well in sudden. Yet, I stopped my neo neo at the roadside and keep vomit. When I felt better, I drive to school slowly. When I reached the car park, I phoned my mum and tell her what happened. And she said, she will pick me back home. On the moment that I was waiting for her, I had diarrhoea. Haih, it suffer me much. Later, I attended 1 lesson and went back home.
I had a beautiful nap at home. After that, my stomach turn pain and i looked pale. And, I didn't feel this painness before. My mom was in panic and brought me to the doctor soon. The doctor suspect I suffered from Appendicitis and wrote a letter for me to admit to the hospital. We went back home and move towards Sunway Medical Centre after packing my clothes.
Yup, my stomach was still in pain. The medical officer approve my admission . After that, they gave me two different injection and dripping. Omg, it was very pain. I had blood test and urine test too and confirmed that I did not suffer from appendicitis. Then, they asked me to stay one night for observation.
Hehe, I checked in to the new ward. There's plasma tv. Omg.. So nice. I have a good sleep there for 11 hours. And the next day, I felt better. The doctor came in to visit me. I seems like spirit of. And the doctor finally diagnose my illness. He said, perhaps is virus infection. And, he asked me whether want to go home. Of course yes. So, I discharged.
Haih, I seems like went on for holiday at sunway medical centre. Luckily, it wasn't appendicitis. If not, I will be operated. But, I really hate the dripping. It always make me feel pain. I was dripped for 2 packets of salt. Perhaps I feel better is because of it. And now, doctor advisde me to rest at home for few days since I am weak.
my hand swollen....
dripping...
the plasma tv... Wow!!
The bad taste food.... I cant finish it since I have no appetite.
And finally, my haggard look.
She is better than me..
She has a better academic result than me..
She is better in sport than me..
She is better in management than me..
She is better in social than me..
She is more beautiful than me..
And I am totally lose..
This is the hair colour....
It was taken in the beautiful neo neo... hehehe..
urh? i saw lengzai....
I am super duper sad now.
I cant control my tears.
I cant control my emotion.
And I cant control my feeling...
But, i dunno what can i do anymore..
How?
Dont ask why... I just need to release from it.
My 'curly' hair....
a picture with yen li in sunway after the awards presentation ceremony..
a picture in the fitting room... i love this shirt neh....
And Finally.......
i have straighten my hair on sunday... And i dye my hair too... It was reddish brown... And it took 6 hours to complete the whole process.
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yeah... new hairstyle...looks mature... i like it.. but, it cost 300 bucks.. so sad...!!!
